About me hating the fact he has kid's. Well, hate is the wrong word, I just feel...uneasy, especially if his ex is gonna cause grief at every oppurtunity.
And, you know what?. I still feel totally confused and alienated.
I'm starting to think that the only way I can cope with this situation is for Andrew and I never to have kid's, and I don't know if that's what I want, or not.
It just feel's like a no win situation. I'm gonna fear that us having children will cause a rift between him and his own kid's (which is already there), and I'm gonna worry that our children won't be as special or important than his other children.
Stupid, I know, but I can't help how I feel.
And, you know what?. I still feel totally confused and alienated.
I'm starting to think that the only way I can cope with this situation is for Andrew and I never to have kid's, and I don't know if that's what I want, or not.
It just feel's like a no win situation. I'm gonna fear that us having children will cause a rift between him and his own kid's (which is already there), and I'm gonna worry that our children won't be as special or important than his other children.
Stupid, I know, but I can't help how I feel.
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